I’m going to get to who I was and a big fuck you to those of you who find pity in me. I’ve searched for a deeper friendship where deeper friendships will not be found. Embarrassed and confused I can’t say is how you left me but I can say it’s how I left myself and I have more self love then I would care to admit. But it’s the end of the nonsense the end of pretending I’m still sad and hurt and confused. Now I’m just angry and to tell you the truth it’s a step in the right direction.